Joshua Lu

dis is 4 u qurrrrrll!!!

so i kno how uve been want'n me to make u a tumbrl post but oh well u r my 100st post on DIS blog. SO BE GREATFUL [X

neways its been too long since ive seen u. WE HAVE TO HANG OUT SOON (x joshua u are an amazing person and you hafa great personalty and next year we can ROCK THE SCHOOL TOGETHER YEAH! u no the other day my mom wants to thrwo away my turtle luncbox but i said NOO cause i rememberd u liked it so i wanted to keep it; & i did xD

s o yeah i rlly RLLY miss u and i cant wait for summer to cum cuz then we can go hangout at Tapex or gomes Park or something. But until then, DONT 4GET ME CUZ I WONT FRGET U! <3

Text it!!1! :P

haha okay sorry Joshua. I'll make you a real post some other time. And I didn't want to photo edit an actual picture of us (because I actually don't have a picture of us, so I would have to cut and paste our faces anyway) so I used Yvonne Chen's facebook profile picture. She doesn't know me though so don't tell her.

Oh and by the way,

Passed 2,000 views on my blog.
Only took two months.
YEAH.

yeah sorry i don't really know what i'm feeling

story of my life

she's alright!

I just refreshed the page and she got about 40 more notes in twenty seconds.

http://darrenchrist.tumblr.com/

I don't know. It hurts to see a 14 year old girl so sad. And to think that she wants to end her life.
There are 1593 other people on her blog right now, and there are so many people sending her messages in her ask box, but every time she finds a way to retaliate. It's not that she's a bad person. I didn't know about her until I saw a big row of reblogs of different posts all talking about a "Chey." But judging from what people who've already known her blog have said, she has an amazing sense of humor, she has an amazing personality. She's just amazing.

But everything she's saying. It doesn't sound like someone who's just depressed. She really wants to end things. She feels guilt toward all of the people who are telling her they love her, trying to stop her. And there are so many other people leaving messages about how they care and things will get better. And no matter how many people there are, she says that it doesn't matter because everyone who cares is miles away.

I mean I left a message, too. Her About Me section said to feel free to leave her a message; we could be best friends (: It was from when she was happier, so I guess it was inappropriate of me to ask her if we could be best friends. But her last post was over half an hour ago, and i really hope she's okay. And when she comes back, if she comes back, she'll see it and maybe we will get to know each other. Again, she seems like an amazing person.

I don't know. I just hope she's okay.


Oh and on the last time I posted about someone else who was contemplating suicide, well. She deleted her blog. And apparently the best friend who made the post about how the friend was going to commit suicide (which got a gazillion notes) had just made her Tumblr and some people accused her of crying out for attention. People were saying about how she should've already been helping her best friend, not waiting until things got too late. I don't really know. I think her life went back to normal, and all that matters is that the other girl ended up ok.

Bought my promotion dress. Now I never have to go shopping again. yayyyy

I think Anthony and Megan are just so cute. People say I'm a romantic because I'm always excited when I see couples.

and i will never have love
boohoo

read the description and comments it only gets cuter

i forgot to edit their names out please don't add them

obsess

About 100 likes now :P

Happy 3 years Anthony & Megan (:

 

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I'd like to leave my blog a little happier before I put up the link for people to see so

I don't know. It just got me thinking. I'm at home scrolling through my dashboard and there is so much misery going on elsewhere in the world. I don't know what to do. I'm the type of kid who can make a difference, but doesn't.

I don't know why I just feel compelled to see if she turns out all right

http://sarrrahdavis.tumblr.com/post/3438788014/please-read-this-its-important-everyone-i-need


http://ohfxckitscarlie.tumblr.com/post/3437953654

and http://o-malleyy.tumblr.com/post/3440026696/this-is-it just in case she deletes

it is already 4 o clock this isnt even funny

NO THAT WAS THE RIGHT CHAPTER

I DID SO MUCH FOR CHAPTER 4

I HAVE BEEN DOING NOTES ON THE WRONG CHAPTER

HOW DUMB AM I.
MY HEWITT WAS FLIPPED TO 14 INSTEAD OF 4

 Open

Tab 1

and

Tab 2

Now pretend you're in a movie and act sad.

I got contacts (:

And until I learn how to keep my webcam on my computer screen, enjoy this picture of the side of my face and all my acne.

Bon appetit!

so cute

 

 looks like Fred Fredburger

 

too cute gonna burst

my life

And I have a pimple on my nose.

Nooooo

My mom dropped a sock between the washing machine and the dryer, so I took a tape measure, hooked it on, and pulled it back in by pressing the rewind button.

Yeahhhhh

 

I love my job~

Today during English we were reading The Diary of Anne Frank. And we were at the scene where they learn about the beginning of the invasion. Ms. Parke was asking us what extreme emotions they were feeling.

           Ms. Parke: Something that's higher than happy.

           Preston: Happier.

I don't want to say anything about it in case it's all just a rumor

but I really hope Brandon Falk comes back soon.

We really need him for softball.

I wasn't part of this conversation.

Charlotte: lol you're a pussy.
Kelvin: Well I am what I eat.

AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS

Oops I forgot to make the Paint screen smaller.
Anyways, if you change the size of the screen font, at one point, the c turns into an o.

TELL ME WHY

Valentines Day: was just another day for me. ):

Not even one little Hershey's kiss.





cause i've got the golden ticket
i've got the golden ticket
i've got the golden ticket fly so high

i actually don't remember the lyrics
but i'm just trying to find a way
to cheer myself up
because the only thing i got for valentines was a
"Hey, it's Valentines!"

:c 

Aaron posted my Happy Birthday Aaron post as his status yesterday.

Now it's on my Popular Posts list.
lol ok. I guess any publicity is good publicity. (:

I get it.

Bush. Cause his name is Bush.

Oh and back to the Obama Chia pet. It's actually pretty cool. They even got the mole.

And for those of you who didn't watch TV as a kid,

This is a Chia pet.

is a Chia pet.

is a Chia pet.

ARE ALL CHIA PETS.
Know the Basics.

Oops. 

Chia, not Chin.

*doing not during

Today is Aaron Chin's birthday!

And he brought brownies to school. So during third period I give him a box of colored pencils but Robinson takes it away from me and I don't know why. And everyone is swarming around Aaron pulling the if-I-say-happy-birthday-I-get-three-brownies trick so eventually he closes off the box because he's almost out and it's not even halfway through the day yet.

So later when I was supposed to be during classwork I decide that I don't want to and I make a card for Aaron and I just send it off and hope that he gets it. Then I go back to not doing classwork for a while.

Later later, Aaron walks over to my desk and asks if I want a brownie.
Aaron walks over to my desk and asks if I want a brownie.
Aaron walks over to my desk and asks if I want a brownie.

I didn't just take one from him, he came over by himself and offered one to me by himself.

 

Happy birthday Aaron Chi!

I love Aaron's birthday.

I hope you don't see this but

So yesterday after Honor Band rehearsal, Abhinav needs to borrow my phone because his got taken away or something. So he dials a number that doesn't pick up. Then my dad calls me because he's wondering why I'm taking so long and the caller ID says "Dad calling…" And I don't know I guess Abhinav forgets that it's not his phone, and he answers and goes

"Hey Dad?"

I get out of the shower and there's a party at my house.

Oh, Elton John!

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They are turning my life support off in 2 hours 20 minutes.

I'm in an England hospital, my boyfriend is 5 hours away.

I know you read this, Nick, I will wait for you in heaven, be strong, I'll always love you :)
-sixbillionsecrets

And I have not posted any media posts in a while so

on the weather:

did it work?

Day 1, February 1, 2011

Topic: Unoriginality and David Diao

I decided to express my self-individuality by creating a 365 day blog, because it’s what everyone’s doing.

I was thinking that I was really witty, coming up with http://www.365daysoftrash.tumblr.com/ and all, but it turns out that that’s aready a Blogspot url. Of course, I could still keep this one for Tumblr, but it sort of ruins it because most people think that just because somebody else came up with the same idea before I did, than I really don’t get any credit.

So I might as well clear things up. For those of you who are really picky about it, instead of                           

365daysoftrash, it’s 365daysoftrash. Better? Alright!

And I know that the point of a 365 day blog is you start it on the first day of the year, but I think that February is just as good as January so I could really either just start it today or wait for another three-hundred-and-thirty-four days. I’ll just say that I’m torn between the two so it’s okay if I don’t post every day.

And unfortunately for David Diao, he is the sub-topic of my first post. Just for clarification,
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I started a 365 day blog, and now I am trying to figure out how to put it on here too.

but a tiny voice in my head tells me I should be doing homework