Joshua Lu

dis is 4 u qurrrrrll!!!

so i kno how uve been want'n me to make u a tumbrl post but oh well u r my 100st post on DIS blog. SO BE GREATFUL [X

neways its been too long since ive seen u. WE HAVE TO HANG OUT SOON (x joshua u are an amazing person and you hafa great personalty and next year we can ROCK THE SCHOOL TOGETHER YEAH! u no the other day my mom wants to thrwo away my turtle luncbox but i said NOO cause i rememberd u liked it so i wanted to keep it; & i did xD

s o yeah i rlly RLLY miss u and i cant wait for summer to cum cuz then we can go hangout at Tapex or gomes Park or something. But until then, DONT 4GET ME CUZ I WONT FRGET U! <3

Text it!!1! :P

haha okay sorry Joshua. I'll make you a real post some other time. And I didn't want to photo edit an actual picture of us (because I actually don't have a picture of us, so I would have to cut and paste our faces anyway) so I used Yvonne Chen's facebook profile picture. She doesn't know me though so don't tell her.

Oh and by the way,

Passed 2,000 views on my blog.
Only took two months.
YEAH.

yeah sorry i don't really know what i'm feeling

story of my life

she's alright!

I just refreshed the page and she got about 40 more notes in twenty seconds.

http://darrenchrist.tumblr.com/

I don't know. It hurts to see a 14 year old girl so sad. And to think that she wants to end her life.
There are 1593 other people on her blog right now, and there are so many people sending her messages in her ask box, but every time she finds a way to retaliate. It's not that she's a bad person. I didn't know about her until I saw a big row of reblogs of different posts all talking about a "Chey." But judging from what people who've already known her blog have said, she has an amazing sense of humor, she has an amazing personality. She's just amazing.

But everything she's saying. It doesn't sound like someone who's just depressed. She really wants to end things. She feels guilt toward all of the people who are telling her they love her, trying to stop her. And there are so many other people leaving messages about how they care and things will get better. And no matter how many people there are, she says that it doesn't matter because everyone who cares is miles away.

I mean I left a message, too. Her About Me section said to feel free to leave her a message; we could be best friends (: It was from when she was happier, so I guess it was inappropriate of me to ask her if we could be best friends. But her last post was over half an hour ago, and i really hope she's okay. And when she comes back, if she comes back, she'll see it and maybe we will get to know each other. Again, she seems like an amazing person.

I don't know. I just hope she's okay.


Oh and on the last time I posted about someone else who was contemplating suicide, well. She deleted her blog. And apparently the best friend who made the post about how the friend was going to commit suicide (which got a gazillion notes) had just made her Tumblr and some people accused her of crying out for attention. People were saying about how she should've already been helping her best friend, not waiting until things got too late. I don't really know. I think her life went back to normal, and all that matters is that the other girl ended up ok.

Bought my promotion dress. Now I never have to go shopping again. yayyyy