It pains me so much to read the old posts on here.

Fishual K

haha, I used a One Direction .gif in that last post from November. I didn't even know who they were at the time.

Or, I guess I heard of One Direction but I didn't know that that was them.

Oh Liam, oh Louis, I'm glad you guys cut your hair (': I feel like celebrating every time a guy with long hair cuts it short. So cute.

...I hope I don't suddenly get a bunch of hate from any Directioners, since that happened on my Tumblr when I reblogged this one picture of some sort of visual kei band thing (sorry if I'm not making any sense. I had to look that up, I don't really know what it means.)

Visual kei (ヴィジュアル系 bijuaru kei^?, lit. "visual style" or "visual system") is a movement among Japanese musicians,^[1][2] that is characterized by the use of make-up, elaborate hair styles and flamboyant costumes, often, but not always, coupled with androgynous aesthetics.^[3][4] Some sources state that visual kei refers to a music genre, or to a sub-genre of Japanese rock,^[5][6] with its sound usually related to glam rock, punk rock and heavy metal.^{[7][8][9][10]}

So I reblog this one photo

This photo to be exact.

And it reminds me of this one girl from my church a million years ago who I was good friends with (Justine, her, and me were like best friends). She moved to Taiwan in 6th grade, which was 4th grade for me.

Anyway, a few years later, she finds all of us on Facebook again. Her name has gone from Karen to Katherine (and then to Yuuki, and now it's JAPANESEWORDS Yuuki). And she also has changed a lot. 

In the profile picture she had when she added me, she had like electric blue hair that was hairsprayed into this high faux-hawk thing. After that, most of her hairstyles looked like the blonde one on the top, except dyed black. And she wore lots of makeup with like black triangles on her face and black nail polish and a collar with spikes on it. 

But yeah it was the same hairstyle as the person in the photo I reblogged. 

And I wrote this long story explaining who she was kind of like I did just now and how we used to be friends  and how much she has changed but maybe because all of her pictures are cosplay pictures and I realized we haven't talked at all for years and it made me kind of sad and I was all, "KAREN, IS THAT YOU?" and then I forgot about it and reblogged a million other things since that's what I do.

But later, I see comments from people who are fans of this band. And they get mad at me and are all THIS ISN'T A COSPLAYER, IT'S SAGA. HE IS THE ACTUAL MALE BASSIST FROM THE BAND ALICE NINE. So it turns out that the person in the picture....is also the person in the picture in the picture? I have no idea, I should probably watch my mouth in case they find me again. 

But yeah. That's the point. When I reblogged it, I only reblogged it. I didn't tag it with anything. And this was on my new blog, which only has 26 followers-- and they're mostly people from school. 

If you tag something, for example, "Kourtney Kardashian." There's probably thousands more than thousands of people who track that tag, so they can see all the posts people make that are tagged with "Kourtney Kardashian."

But I DIDN'T tag this post as anything. I DIDN'T tag Saga, or Alice Nine, or visual kei or anything.

...so how did you guys find me

I hope I'm not embarrassing any of them by calling them my friends.

So today in PE, we were finishing up the wrestling tests. But since we had already finished, we went to go sit on this folded up mat thing that was against the wall. And more people came over, and soon we're trying to fit seven people on the one mattress thing, and we're all being pushed into each other to make room for the last person when someone's like, "Somebody should just lie down on top of our legs."

And I go, "MEEEEE!"
And Samantha's like, "Yeah! Do it, Rebecca."


So I basically do this

Except since we have more people, and I am shorter than the man in the purple shirt, I'm on top of a bunch of legs from head to toe with room to spare. So I get cozy and nestle my head in someone's lap when KATHERINE TIAN TICKLES MY FEET. And I'm extremely ticklish so I scream and roll off of them and they laugh and I'm just lying on my face on the floor in front of them wailing.

orite.
Samantha, Estell, Sharon, Katherine, Ada, Lesley, Cara
I think
I'm not sure 

My blog is the fourth item that shows up on Google!

Under the right circumstances, with certain keywords, and certain search settings.

But I got this message on Formspring,


And at first, I didn't think much of it. After all, I have 200 and something unanswered messages in my ask box from all of those blogs that ask "Send to All" questions. Basically, I had given up on Formspring.


But after I read it again, I finally kind of made the connection.
And so I went on Google and searched,


AND IT'S THERE!

(It's the last one.)

Poems

For English, we have to make a Poem Portfolio.
It's due December 2, and I probably should be working on it since I'm pretty behind and I'm no good at poetry any more.

But for part of it, we have to make models of 4 poems either from a certain website or certain author or whatever. And I was looking, and some of them are just so sad.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Why do people do this? Why, Shel Silverstein? Why do you have to be such a good poet?
You are a kid's poet; why do you have to be so sad and make me cry?

Okay.

 So I was listening to my torrented iTunes music when "Raise Your Glass" came up.
(Click the title, it'll take you to the song.)

And like, I downloaded it recently. But it said I had listened to it 2 times before already.
Except, at 0:11 after she says "what's the dealio" some Asian guy says something really quickly.
And I heard it, and I was like,
huh?

And started looking through all of my Chrome tabs to see if there was some random advertisement. But there was none. And I replayed my song, and there it was again.

And then at the end, there's some weird Japanese woman talking.


It is weird.
I mean, I've listened to the song before!
iTunes says so!
So why have I never noticed the Japanese parts before?
wtf?